A glimmer of hope

[PaintedDreamer_0110]

Hey guys this is a little update from my last thread and all I can say is things migth be looking up for the better with Marcos(bf). I talked all night with him last night and it was interesting and saddening to say the least. We were on the brink of a break up but I said I want to push through this, we have over come worse. Its just a rut in the road of life. So he said ok we will try to make this work.

Well he was just over at my place. I bought him a razor blade necklace and I wanted to show him my new swim suits too. He was in a really good mood. Better than I have seen him in a while. I felt really good, he was smiling and just being himself. I really hope this is the little spark we need to get our relationship right on track. It just felt right, ya know

I just wanted to share, I'v finally felt good enough to stop bursting into tears when I think about him. Thanks for reading :)

[Horseaholic]

:D Good! I'm glad to hear there is a light at the end of the tunnel!

[FatSpottedAppy]

Razor blade necklace? :eek:

I'm glad its going good! I hope it continues to go great.

[zoel_222]

Razor blade necklace? :eek:



I was thinking the same thing :p

I'm glad things are looking up for you.

[PaintedDreamer_0110]

Don't worry its not sharp lol ;) My mom even talked to Marcos and told him its ok to be confussed about where he is going in life and not knowing where he wants to end up. I really hope this is a turn for the better, I havent felt this good in about a week. Its been pretty gloomy. Thanks so much guys :) your awesome

Here is what it lookes like :)
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MEWNX:IT&item=260390695733

[zoel_222]

Ah I had like this vision of a bunch of razors chained together slicing into someone's neck.:doh:

[Horseaholic]

hahah me too zoel but I figured that had to be wrong!