I'm whining

[vicklynn]

So, Bob came home today. Good thing hu?
I knew he was going out Tuesday, so I was thinking VERY cool....a whole day and 1/2 together, but NOOOOOOOOO, he went and got another load that leaves out tomorrow.
I sure had my heart set on seeing him for more than 1/2 a day.
Today,after church, I reinstalled Norton, then we tried working on a computer that was given to us from the church. Someone gave them to the church from some office, BUT, something had to of been uninstalled wrong cause the comp is not working right, so we need to buy Windows XP for a Dell comp, then we will just sell it for cheap.
Then we went out and he moved some hay, we cleaned pasture, he is out with the weed wacker, and Im in here feeling sorry for myself.
I know we need to catch up, but 1 day isnt gonna make a bit of difference. I mean, he would of gone out Tuesday for a Thursday drop, which makes Friday really good for getting a load home.
I keep telling myself, its not about me, its not about me.
I guess Im just tired of hurting and not being able to do the things I need to do.
Two of the dogs were suppose to get a bath tomorrow and thats not happening either.
Ok, theres my pitty party. Thanks for listening.

[Toodlestoo]

You're entitled to a pity party. You're alone, not feeling well, have an injured horse, can't ride..... Give yourself a day to feel sorry for yourself and then try to pick yourself up. You seem very strong and I'm sure you'll be able to work yourself out of it. Everyone needs a time to let loose with their emotions--I usually feel better after getting it all out. Hope you feel better tomorrow!

[Horseaholic]

:grouphug: ((hugs)) sometimes it's easy to feel sorry for ourselves. Hang in there. You need a nice hot bubble bath with some nice smelling candles and your favorite CD.

[Fjords <3]

Bob's a truck driver? My dad is too, so I feel your pain. He was here for a day on Friday then gone again. Half the time it's like, oh yeah, I have a dad, somewhere...lol. (((hugs))) Try and see if you can get him to stay home for a day or more. Although I must say, truck drivers are a lot more pleasant to be around when they aren't tired and grumpy lol.

[Gypsy Rose]

I'm sorry, Vicky! That has to really stink! Hopefully soon Bob will be able to spend a few days longer at home that will make up for it.

((((HUGS))))

[lovesfortune]

You're entitled to a pity party. You're alone, not feeling well, have an injured horse, can't ride..... Give yourself a day to feel sorry for yourself and then try to pick yourself up. You seem very strong and I'm sure you'll be able to work yourself out of it. Everyone needs a time to let loose with their emotions--I usually feel better after getting it all out. Hope you feel better tomorrow!

Yes, what she said! :) Hope tomorrow is better Vick.

[valleyrider]

Sorry your man has to leave sooner than planned Vick. Hopefully next time he is home he can stay much longer. If I was closer to you I would offer to wash your dogs for you cause that is what I do. I'm a dog groomer!

[vicklynn]

Thanks All, for letting me have my pitty party.

Sorry your man has to leave sooner than planned Vick. Hopefully next time he is home he can stay much longer. If I was closer to you I would offer to wash your dogs for you cause that is what I do. I'm a dog groomer!
That would be nice!
I am going to buy some Betadine tomorrow, use my horse sprayer, and spray Tex with a diluted solution. Then I am going to spray down the kennel area with bleach water.
Lady, well, Im hoping I can spray her clean, but with her collie hair, Im sure she needs some hands on. Ill try it left handed...ugh.
My right hurts so bad that if I move it just the right way, the pain shoots down my arm.
I am going to the chiro tomorrow and ask him about xrays. This collarbone/shoulder thing is getting out of control. Im getting pissy now too.

[Vibe]

Aww, sorry vick. Like others said you are lonely, and most would feel the same way. Do you have some friends you can talk to, hang around with? I know I would go crazy with out some human companionship.

[Steelhorserider]

Sorry you are hurting physically and emotionally. I hope the chiro heals your body and Bob will be spending some quality time with you to mend your soul.

[farmers_wife]

(((HUGS))). I always have pity party for myself also. My husband is a farmer and we never get anything done around the house. He is always up at the farm. I think he does not want to come home because he knows I will put him to work.:innocent: It does suck. Sorry