prissy18
11-10-2008, 09:26 AM
This is very long but worth the read.I wrote it sorry if there are any missed spelled words.
Well this last week has tought me alot.More so then i think i should have learned in a week.I learned that fakeness in always around no matter were u are.I learned drama is not worth my time.Basically call me what ever u like i really dont care.If i get upset then im wasting my time and i gotta learn this.I learned true friends dont let u get hurt and are there for u when u do.I leraned basically that ife is a circle.You get the bad you get the good.But no matter what it all is worth i in the end.At church i know i have frienda who are like famil and i know i can talk to any of them if i need them.Thats what friendship is.Its not a lable its a promise.A promise is never to be broken.A promise isnt just words.A promise can be un spoaken actually.Heck i have promise that i fight to keep on a daily basis.Heck i even have a promise to myslef and other that i should not do or say hurtful things cause you no what?It comes right around to bite you.So really what the point?You cant think of one..exactly.Sure you can say words back but really in the long run ur just hurting other so you feel bigger.You can feel as big as a skyscraper when ur really the size of a peanut.I mean come on.People in this world today really dont have morals.I am 15 and i know alot for my age.I may not be the brightest but i know alot about the world today.If you came to my school you know what u would see...Groups of people.Not idividuals.We dont coinside with other people.We have our clicks but some people manage to get outside these so called "clicks".Personally i take it apon myself to help break these strange barriers we as teenagers put up.Sure it difficult but you know what.By doing this i made new friends who i would have never talked to if i didnt go away from what i know and were i am safe.Once you see what i meen you will get were im coming from.You walk into any school i almost gaurntee you you wont see people for them you'll see them for there groups.I gaurntee you.You see me at school your gonna see that weird loud gir but, you know what this weird loud girl cares about alot.I think alot needs to be changed.This crazy world just is gonna keep going down if we dont do something to help.Do you know how many people are starving??We waste tons of food on a daily basis.Yeah i can be wasteful but who isnt.I think we should all take at least 5 mins a day to relize how blesses we are.Like i am blessed with amazing friends and some amzng family.I own horses.I am able to compete.I have my own laptop.I have alot that i take for granted.I am trying to change that.I hope i get to go to africa this summer.It kinda what my hearts feels God is telling me to do.I know thats sounds super weird but its true.Ok so here a little of my past so you know im not nuts.Basically i was into alot i shouldnt have been.I still get the urge to smoke the erge to cut but you know what.I dont i find the strength to stop.God gave me this stregth.Im not nuts even tho it sounds like it.I personally love the stregth i have.Well i know this is all over the place but no matter what all links to the same thing.That people and groups.Its ok to have your group but try stepping outside of it.It feels good.You really meet people ou never thought u would.I know i did.Like you wanna know what funny i used to be shy!Haha not anymore.Heck we we have new kids at school i yell hi im katie.Haha i think i scare them but at least they'll know someone.Can you imagine a world were people didnt make new fiends and they just stayed with the old ones.Hmm then there would always be an odd man out.Ok so basiccally what im say is what who your friends are.You never know they migt be fake and the real ones u just havent met yet.You gotta step outside of ur box to meet them so get to steppen!!!
~Katie
Well this last week has tought me alot.More so then i think i should have learned in a week.I learned that fakeness in always around no matter were u are.I learned drama is not worth my time.Basically call me what ever u like i really dont care.If i get upset then im wasting my time and i gotta learn this.I learned true friends dont let u get hurt and are there for u when u do.I leraned basically that ife is a circle.You get the bad you get the good.But no matter what it all is worth i in the end.At church i know i have frienda who are like famil and i know i can talk to any of them if i need them.Thats what friendship is.Its not a lable its a promise.A promise is never to be broken.A promise isnt just words.A promise can be un spoaken actually.Heck i have promise that i fight to keep on a daily basis.Heck i even have a promise to myslef and other that i should not do or say hurtful things cause you no what?It comes right around to bite you.So really what the point?You cant think of one..exactly.Sure you can say words back but really in the long run ur just hurting other so you feel bigger.You can feel as big as a skyscraper when ur really the size of a peanut.I mean come on.People in this world today really dont have morals.I am 15 and i know alot for my age.I may not be the brightest but i know alot about the world today.If you came to my school you know what u would see...Groups of people.Not idividuals.We dont coinside with other people.We have our clicks but some people manage to get outside these so called "clicks".Personally i take it apon myself to help break these strange barriers we as teenagers put up.Sure it difficult but you know what.By doing this i made new friends who i would have never talked to if i didnt go away from what i know and were i am safe.Once you see what i meen you will get were im coming from.You walk into any school i almost gaurntee you you wont see people for them you'll see them for there groups.I gaurntee you.You see me at school your gonna see that weird loud gir but, you know what this weird loud girl cares about alot.I think alot needs to be changed.This crazy world just is gonna keep going down if we dont do something to help.Do you know how many people are starving??We waste tons of food on a daily basis.Yeah i can be wasteful but who isnt.I think we should all take at least 5 mins a day to relize how blesses we are.Like i am blessed with amazing friends and some amzng family.I own horses.I am able to compete.I have my own laptop.I have alot that i take for granted.I am trying to change that.I hope i get to go to africa this summer.It kinda what my hearts feels God is telling me to do.I know thats sounds super weird but its true.Ok so here a little of my past so you know im not nuts.Basically i was into alot i shouldnt have been.I still get the urge to smoke the erge to cut but you know what.I dont i find the strength to stop.God gave me this stregth.Im not nuts even tho it sounds like it.I personally love the stregth i have.Well i know this is all over the place but no matter what all links to the same thing.That people and groups.Its ok to have your group but try stepping outside of it.It feels good.You really meet people ou never thought u would.I know i did.Like you wanna know what funny i used to be shy!Haha not anymore.Heck we we have new kids at school i yell hi im katie.Haha i think i scare them but at least they'll know someone.Can you imagine a world were people didnt make new fiends and they just stayed with the old ones.Hmm then there would always be an odd man out.Ok so basiccally what im say is what who your friends are.You never know they migt be fake and the real ones u just havent met yet.You gotta step outside of ur box to meet them so get to steppen!!!
~Katie