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alittleoffkey
01-28-2009, 07:43 PM
I've been going to post this for a week, but I had to talk to Will and Michelle first to let them know what was up. This isn't going to be a cheerful update. ;)

When Papa started chemo, his PSA (or cancer count) was 45, and it actually dropped to the upper 30s in the first couple of treatments. The cancer had spread to his back, causing him noticeable back pain (he actually complained about it - this from the man who wanted my grandmother to put him in the car and drive him to the doctor - not hospital - when the tractor ran him over and broke his pelvis/bladder/both hips/leg/etc). The back pain went away with the first treatment, so we were all really optimistic.

Unfortunately somewhere along the way the chemo has stopped working. His PSA as of last week was 62 and the doc has decided that he's going to take one more chemo treatment while they decide what to do next. I couldn't go with Nana and Papa on Friday when they found this out because I was really sick, so I don't know any more details (I'm the question queen... his doctor is a little afraid of me :rolleyes:). So I'm stuck waiting for the next appointment... and if there's one thing that everyone in my family is horrible at - it's waiting (right behind waiting is dealing with things we have no control over). :doh:
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I posted a prayer request thread for my cousin, Tonya, a little while ago. They finally got around to talking with her about the liver cancer (which they think did not originate in the liver, and is wreaking havoc elsewhere in her body, so they don't have much hope); unfortunately she has the mentality of a child, so she doesn't understand and keeps asking why the doctors "keep cutting on" her. :cry:

So, I would really appreciate prayers for peace for Tonya. She needs them really badly right now.

I'd also obviously appreciate prayers for my Papa.

I'm kind of playing the grown up/peace keeper/information gatherer/sharer in all of this because no one else has the time... which really stinks when I think of the average 21 year old's hugest issues in life... so if you think of it, prayers for my mental health will also be sincerely appreciated - but completely unnecessary compared to those for Papa and Tonya. ;)

lisakaye
01-28-2009, 07:47 PM
I am so sorry that all of this is happening to you all at once. Please be careful and take care of yourself.

ImaBronsonBear
01-28-2009, 07:47 PM
Oh my. I am so sorry you have to be going through all of this. I will definitely be praying for you, Tonya, and your Papa. God bless.

Remali
01-28-2009, 07:49 PM
Oh gosh. {{hugs}} I said a prayer for your Papa and Tonya. How are YOU doing? Don't forget to take time for yourself. I know it's easy to overlook that. When my mom had cancer I about made myself nuts, and sick. I know it's so hard. Your family must be so proud of you!

FatSpottedAppy
01-28-2009, 07:51 PM
I am so sorry Emily.. Good thoughts coming your way.

alittleoffkey
01-28-2009, 08:18 PM
Thanks Remali. :) I'm doing alright; I'm still recovering from the worst cold ever, but once I get past that I'll be fine. I tried to carry this on my own a couple of days too long, but my personal and forum support groups know now, so the whole thing will be much easier to manage. :cowboy:

Thanks for the prayers and thoughts ya'll, they mean so much. :)

carla
01-28-2009, 08:27 PM
Prayers and many (((((hugs))))) for you, Em. Thanks for the update, though. You take care of yourself, too!

Equine_Woman
01-28-2009, 08:33 PM
I'm so sorry ALOK. You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. I'm so sorry you all are having to go through all of this.

valleyrider
01-28-2009, 08:59 PM
Thoughts and prayers to you and your family and a big hug.:grouphug:. you need it. I hope things go better for your Papa andTonya. Please take care of your self too.

4myquarter
01-28-2009, 09:15 PM
I am sorry for the intensity that is prevelant in your world right now. You sound so together for 21 and I am amazed by you. God bless you and your family. I sincerely wish I could say something profound to make it better - but the best I can do is say - we care. We care for you and your family and I am talking to God in my prayers about your challenges and asking that strength comes in so many ways (physical and spiritual) for you and your dear ones.

JackieB
01-28-2009, 09:16 PM
Prayers for you and your family, ALOK. This is obviously a difficult time. We'll all be here to support you.

Gypsy Rose
01-28-2009, 10:30 PM
I'm so sorry you have to go through all of this at once! My thoughts are with you and your family.

oursarge
01-29-2009, 05:01 AM
I'm so sorry this is happening to your family. I'm thinking good thoughts for all of you.

Sundays Man
01-29-2009, 07:24 AM
Em, you know you and your family will be in my prayers. You are not alone through all of this. Even though we don't understand all of these things, we can trust that God is with us through it all. Look to Him and trust, you will find strength and sanity you couldn't come up with on your own. "He is especially fond" of you and your family. Thanks for the update and please keep us informed of the situation. Big (((((((((((HUG))))))))))))

alittleoffkey
01-29-2009, 08:02 AM
Thanks so much everyone (especially you, for the quote SM :)).

Kaitlyn
01-29-2009, 08:37 AM
Prayers for you and your family. :)

Tatesgram
01-29-2009, 08:48 AM
It's hard to believe you are only 21, I'm impressed by the maturity you've shown. Your grandparents are lucky to have you and so is Tonya. All of you are in my prayers.

vicklynn
01-29-2009, 09:15 AM
((HUGS))Hon. Prayers for Tonya and your Papa.
It is good that you ask questions. Keep at it, and keep us posted.

ownedby7horses
01-29-2009, 01:16 PM
Oh no, I'm so sorry ALOK. Prayers and support for you & your family.

starr
01-29-2009, 05:49 PM
prayers and hugs are sent.