Horserider
06-08-2009, 06:34 AM
...since I rode last. Those 8 months flew by, but now they're dragging on and on. It hasn't just been 8 months since I rode last, it's been that long since I was around a horse. Since then, the closest I've gotten to a horse was driving by a pasture.
I figured I'd wait until after winter. We had a very cold snow-filled winter so I probably wouldn't have been able to ride much anyway. But winter's been over for a while and there are still no signs that I might be going back to riding any time soon.
If I could drive, I'd find some way to ride for free, but since I can't that's out of the question. My mom just lost her job again so there is no way we can afford to buy a horse and probably no way we can afford lessons either. She keeps going on about all the vacations she wants us to go on this summer (including one for my sweet 16) when honestly, I really just want a riding vacation. I wouldn't mind going to Niagara Falls, but why hike when you can ride?
I think my lack of riding is also not helping the mild depression I seem to be in. I can't write, which is a bad sign, I barely want to really do anything.
Sometimes I feel like if I don't ride soon my head's going to explode and other times it's just "eh, I'll have to wait."
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I figured I'd wait until after winter. We had a very cold snow-filled winter so I probably wouldn't have been able to ride much anyway. But winter's been over for a while and there are still no signs that I might be going back to riding any time soon.
If I could drive, I'd find some way to ride for free, but since I can't that's out of the question. My mom just lost her job again so there is no way we can afford to buy a horse and probably no way we can afford lessons either. She keeps going on about all the vacations she wants us to go on this summer (including one for my sweet 16) when honestly, I really just want a riding vacation. I wouldn't mind going to Niagara Falls, but why hike when you can ride?
I think my lack of riding is also not helping the mild depression I seem to be in. I can't write, which is a bad sign, I barely want to really do anything.
Sometimes I feel like if I don't ride soon my head's going to explode and other times it's just "eh, I'll have to wait."
Cookies to all that actually read the whole thing. :)