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Flair
06-10-2009, 10:25 PM
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It's been two whole years to the day that Flair had his terrible colic episode and we had to put him down. I still miss him like crazy every day, but I especially miss him on the anniversary day of his death. I made a memorial video for him after he died, and then another one a year after, but wasn't able to make one this year because of work (and the pony) taking up so much of my time last week.

I played his two songs tonight... "Into the West" by Annie Lennox and then the song from Troy "Remember Me" -- and those two songs always make me cry. I think I did a lot better this year because I spent the afternoon with Mitch, and fussed over him a lot. I totally believe that Flair picked Mitch personally for me because the day I went to try him out, I felt Flair's presence.

He still visits a lot too, he's come and visited me a few times in my dreams, and I feel him around when we trail ride sometimes. I have a little bridle tag on my bridle that says Flair on it, and then a small horsehair tassel of some hairs from Flair's tail, so he's always with us in spirit. My friend says she can see horses in the stars, but she's never seen Flair, and I know it's because he's still down here with me.

It's never easy, and I'll miss him to the end of my days, but having Mitch helps. Another horse to love.

WashingtonBay
06-10-2009, 10:32 PM
Aw - I'm sorry, but glad you can still feel comforted by him sometimes. :)

PoniesRock101
06-10-2009, 10:43 PM
awww...I'm sorry about loosing him, but I think he's still with you from what you describe. Maybe he's your guardian angel now, since I bet he would do anything for you

Horserider
06-11-2009, 06:54 AM
Aw I'm sorry. Maybe he is your guardian angel now. :)

June 3rd it was one year to do the day that Lady died also of colic.

Gypsy Rose
06-11-2009, 08:36 AM
I'm so sorry! Hopefully, each year, it will get a little easier.

oursarge
06-11-2009, 09:56 AM
I'm so sorry. I lost my Dommie the same way 3 yrs ago on May 11, 3 days before his 28th birthday. The hurt never ever goes away. He comes to me in my dreams too, all of my animals do. I wish that they were here with me all the time like they used to be. I miss them so much.

I can not look at pictures, my mother has one of us on a dresser at her house, I have to put it face down when I go there because I can't take seeing his beautiful face and he's not with me any more. I wish I could find peace with it but I can't.

I am really sorry for your loss. Flair was beautiful.

Remali
06-11-2009, 10:12 AM
Flair was absolutely gorgeous. I Know how you feel.....I still miss my sweet Kara something awful, the hurt is still there for me and I doubt it will go away, I just try to remember the wonderful times we had. So, remember the wonderful life Flair had with you, and the joy he brought you....horses enrich our lives and teach us so much.

FatSpottedAppy
06-11-2009, 04:15 PM
I am so sorry.

I'm glad he is still with you, though. I love the feeling of just knowing that my passed away dog and best friend, Bandit, is still around once in a while..